so stupid of me.. slp so early now middle of the night cant seem to slp.. hate this feeling. today had drills which cant really be called drills cos we never really march and do stuff much.. 2 more days to wearing long pants woo... excited yet annoyed at the same time.. wearing long pants 5 days out of a week? seems a bit too much for me..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-L9uRzuAUxI taylor swift singing should've said no, live.

hmm.. i finally go my class blog and tag and read my 07 class blog too.. kinda miss lower sec. cos to me lower sec its like a period of 2 years to play haha.. don wanna grow up if theres a choice.. wish time could slow down like djmax 0.5 speed.. tat will do.. i remembered i once told my mum tat it would be great if theres 48 or 36 hours per day . wouldnt tat be cool?

woo last day wearing short pants.. this year in my life there's rather alot of last time. eg last time wearing short pants last time heck care my studies, though i still don really care tat much. haha.. today woke up way too early, was practically decomposing at home. should have slept more.. having drills later, finally.. its been quite awhile since we had 1. hope it turns out good..

count down with my friends was rather awesome.. haha though we din really count down like 5,4,3,2,1. then we went prata house to drink... wat a nice celebration lol.. but the best part was to waste your messages on this type of message: merry christmas!. i wasted around 40 or more. nvm once in a year, its worth it and i stil left around 200 to spend for these 6 days anyway.

merry christmas allllll. too bad singapore got no snow.. if not ill be building hundreds of santa claus in the streets wahahhaa.. snow ball fight could be cool oso.. too bad for the climate..

finally got the guitar at last. but out of tune, kinda expected for that. yesterday learnt smth, butter can cause explosion. hahaa.. just spread the butter over the iron mesh with charcoal burning below and BOOM!

mum says she getting me my aunt guitar for good, hopefully is some antique then i can preserve it haha. kinda cool to play some old instruments. then she say my sis fren got a dog i think a baby one , says she don wan and wants to give away, zzzzz hopefully i can get thatt damn dog and its some cute white fury dog haha..ss

bleh, din buy guitar yesterday. nvm, save for a better one first. fren bought his at 90 bucks then he went crazy when i met him. lately haven been posting , no wonder i felt something was wrong.. life been boring for me anyways..

hmm wanted to upload animes on my blog but seems that they only allow 100mb maximum size when an average anime episode is 200+mb .. sad.. was hoping to make this blog more then just some silly words.

using laptop now. kinda fun actually somehow i dunno why. stupid jia le go link my blog to his.. yesterday concert was totally boring, almost slept in the middle of the concert. first half was saxaphone solo-ing and the second half can kill.. argh.. nvm and i swear i won go for another concert anymore.. waste money!

ok back to old plan, buy it from jes.. since i promised her already cant back out huh? zzz .. finally can play a begginer song, forgotten the name but was real fun playing guitar for me. at first was rather irritating because you must get this and taht right, eg. the finger, thumb, posture , elbow... so much things more but who cares? hope her guitar is a real nice and polished one. but she left it there for months or maybe near a year already -.-"..

omg.. saw a guitar at j8 which cost 89 bucks only.. dying to buy it but i got no space to put if i buy it.... maybe the best solution is put on the floor but kinda ill treating it for me.. a guitar bolster might be cool hahas.. anyway hope i can buy it.

mum got real mad when she lost all her precious jewellery and most importantly the one grandma gave her.. and i was so scared.. she was ready to explode any second.. but thankfuly she knows how to control her temper and i survived somehow in a way or another... phew...

got a schedule for me to eat my left over lollipops. hopefully wont get addicted to it haha.. shld i buy my own guitar or wat? cos at home guitar might really help to kill my boredness but i need scores.. lost my band file .. worse thing that could happen. serves me right for anyhow putting my things round the whole house.

think i soon gonna be addicted to 'lollipops' le.. nvm left 7-8 sticks of them only.. finish them and end it once and for all wahaha.. see my frens one by one sinking but i cant help them.. they feel regretful but no one wanna help.. i feel so bad.... maybe i should form a stupid organisation for lollipopers afterall,.

sot of found of my sec sch life goal already. working towards it tmr. hopefully it will work out somehow.. kinda scared.. feeling of rejected cos i got 0 hope on myself anyway.. brought back y trumpet, buzzing fever man.. 30 mins of buzz keeps a sucky sound produced by your trumpet away, ever heard of that? well you just did.

finally.. i watched hollow man.. fkinbg retarded show which took me so fking long and so much trouble... and the show didnt even meet my expectations. not insulting the show but cos after wat it put me through.. ... arghh..

got a stupid friend who broke with her girl friend thrice and patched up twice.. guess wat? he initiated all of them. kinda retarded. the gal wasnt taht bad. guess is his loss afterall. but mainly becasue by peers they broke. dying to watch movies.. sci fic ones.

learning guitar nxt week, kinda excited cos i sort of decided that my ambition shall be a musician . music came to my life like a fallen angel to save me from the boredness of studies lol.. mastering guitar shall be my current goal and nxt shall be piano i hope. mum rejected me learning piano once but i nvr told he guitar and anyway im learning form my fren's mum who stay the opposite side of the road of my blk so i don think she will reject. pops will heck cos i guess he thinks is good for me to have a goal afterall. hahas

found out my sis blog lol.. and the funny thing is that she likess the same female artist as me.. just like our birthday is the same day though 2 yrs apart in age.. ... no more job anymore.. was sacked in a rather ironic way.. stupid boss wan adults to do the work instead of kids like me .. idiotic ah.. anyway band camp was totally cool .

just came back from the camp.. awesome camp and i only slept abit. retarded thing is taht when i came back i slp from 10 - 6... wasted a hell lot of my time!

today went for work again. kinda retarded, being a postman. tot it was going to be an easier job.. must walk and walk just to find a block and put the leaflets in the letter box only to found out that those idiots locked them and i've wasted time once again.

my fav female artist. try out her songs.

finding songs to make my blog better. hopefully i can do it man cos currently i think it kinda suck.. don even have a proper chatbox.. retarded blog .. tmr working and play badminton with frens and they clash so no choice but half half.. tough decision.. but worth it.

zz lent my fren my psp and now im so sian... life is definitely different without a psp huh.. 'looking forawrd' to my up-coming camp. hopefully it gonna be a good camp if not hais.. gotta say they really suck man.. bleh. mum rushing me to clear off my unwanted stuff but i too lazy.

just read finish a book called time of the eagle. kinda meaningful. eagle = freedom.. hmm.. rther intersting huh? you guys shld try reading that book man. btw that is a second series. first series is called secret scaredment or smth. blah.. 18-19 got another camp. good thing bout it is taht is all games.

just came back from chalet. kinda fun though small... at night if wanna slp have to squeeze like some idiot.. learnt how to play mahjong.. finally.. cos its like the only gambling stuff which i don know other then cards. went outside the red house, kinda spooky. but in the day is just like some ordinary house. arghh i swear i wan to go in man..

today lost to primary school kids .. joke ah? they suck yet they win, anyway im trying my best not to be a sore.. kinda hard huh? tmr chalet, don feel like going! yesterday camp and today competition already tired me up totally! wat shld i do????!!

just came bak from camp. i din expected to learn taht much till the camp was over. first day was kinda awkward cos you gotta make new frens if not you will be cast aside. on the first day i wish like hell taht the camp would soon be over. but later days of the camp make my thinking otherwise. i could see friendship and determination, very strong ones. something which you cant see during a normal day or even in school but only when we are all togather, having fun. awesome camp!

tomrw yog camp.. kinda excited.. always hated the day before any camp or chalet, cant seems to get slp l8r in the night and then fearing taht might be late if nvr get enuff slp.. argh.. life is full of obstacles i see.. i knew god wont be so good to me after all. putting nco camp and yog camp+competition together. maybe i shldnt ponder bout the past anymore. hope i recoo the right guy to revive the cca back

today watched the eye at my fren's hse. surprisingly, though second horror movie i've watched, i don find it scary.. i expcted the show saw, the be some spirit thingy show but ended up being a sort of like csi movie.. joke.. ppl giving me comments bout the chalet and that it will suck huh.. guess i just have to try to think of smth else then..

second post of the day i think..

a few reasons why gals don trust bois:
they are influence by stupid frens
lack of faith
think they don deserve it
their pride

internet went crazy again. now my internet explorer is reverted back to the oldest vers..shld i go novena today or not? cos i wanna save mmoney for my chalet.. zzz tough decision. hopefully today my teacher can give me the form then ill be over the moon. ahaaha..

hah visited her blog using my psp wireless lan. makes me kinda creepy .. anyway today got a great piece of news by my teacher, she promoting me! woot! i dreamt of it but nvr tot it actually came true! anyway. if god give me so much, means he gona take some things away from me zzz hopefuly not things which i cherish dearly..

did i mention that i watched high school musical 3? awesome show though got some retarded comments and noise by my silly frens whom don appreciate it. argh gonna miss high school musical man, after being its fan for so long. bought the cd today, got some nice songs in it but cant play the dvd player somehow i dunno why.

argh. now having probs with my class chalet after the exams and school days are finally over. my trouble seems endless smehow.. solving 1 after another. i gonna find out which idiot casue taht trouble and kill him or her definitely. actually i already suspect a person, kinda obvious too

yes.. double pure science. bio and chem.. now i hope that i can get my eight subject.. pure literature.. dammit. i know i shouldn't be so greedy but i really wan my pure lit.. aghh.. hope my appeal works lol.. though the chances are near 0

typing my appeal letter now lol.. wednesday getting back the results whether my appeal was a success anot. kinda scared.. hopefully it will work somehow. after all im the one typing though my teacher said my parents are suppose to type it. ah.. but i think i can produce a better document then them. most likely they will just like request to meet the person in charge rather then typing a stupid document which % of success if less then 50. wish me good luckA!

argh cant decide the subject combination. tmr deadline... im so dead!~ most of my fren going combined but i only need a mere mark to go in pure. hmm.. think i go for pure better. but i wan art though..

today went with my fren go collect his stolen items. it was like.. collect a bag with an ipod alone costs me 45 mins of boredness.. then we went velocity and i decided to save money for my new blades. hopefully i can endure the poorness by then.

burn in hell! i missed pure science by a mark! gonna appeal man. but have to write a formal letter.. so troublesome, might as well go confront that teacher straight... life getting boring somehow. after exams every thing seems weird.

decided taht this blog is still better than the new one. today din managed to go to old folks home for cip but delayed till nxt wed. most prob tmr getting back report book zzz.hope i don get taht pathetic results

hmmm i created a new blog but. shld i delet this or dat? cos i somehow preferred this blog's title and some other things i customise though not much. hm.. ok so basically i failed my mathematics today by a mere mark. ridiculous... at least i know i get an a for mother tongue.

gonna officially opened the study club tmr. kinda stupid though but at least can study haha... with psp and com at home.. its just too tempting.

tmr got band yay.. soon will be able to master dublin dances. quite a nice piece so i think might be able to get at least a silver for syf. sunday celebrating moon cake festival woo.. first time celebrating with friends. eoy coming must start studying now!!

gotta brush up my trumpet skills fast.. hoped will be able to buy a psp tmr if mum allows... she still owe me a spec though. yearning for a psp man.... argh...

today gotten back the report book and percentage is only 71%.. pretty pathetic for a guy like me.. gotta work harder this term.. hmm.. hopefully genting trip not cancelled.. just don wanna waste my money.. band attitude getting from bad to worse huh. hope the excos doing smth bout it quick.

hmmm.. my cca gonna die soon if there is no improvement on their attitude. the ldrs are trying but not as hard though. anyway class chalet finally decided and no more changes!! phew.. just a chalet and it cause m headaches everyday.

class chalet so irritating!! change and change.. from aloha to costa now maybe to safra... omg... hate myself. tmr got band and got to play enchanted yay~ miss my trumpet. last week practice did not even warm up then we straight away played enchanted. kind of easy heh.. the first part.

today learn how to play basket ball and table tennis. gotta prepare for yog camp in november so have to brush up my skills in every single games ^^. then about class chalet... arghh. hopefully my teacher can book if not gotta resort to asking my sis. god bless..

yawns* tired tired... trained for skipping today.. finally can do double dutch and coming out without any mistakes hah! because of the rain today in the afternoon almost made my class to lose in the vertical challenge. they delayed it to tomorrow when 6 ppl from the vertical challenge must go rehearsal for teacher's day?? lucky the teacher-in-charge of the rehearsal was kind enough to let us go for vertical before going for rehearsal! lucky we are!

got high marks for maths, so happy.. i missed the philharmonic winds concert and my friend told me that it was so fun.. why i missed it!!! tmr got band, finally, miss taking the keys and opening the cabinets. ahaha

internet didn't worked yesterday but somehow it's ok now.vertical challenge coming soon! + elimination of PEL and teacher's day performance.. busy busy! hopefully ill do well in the PEL thingy cos i put in too much effort to be eliminated.

slpy.. today got back 3 papers. science, chinese and language arts. the marks are, 34/50, 27\47 and 15\25. quite bad for language arts. alot of ppl in my class failed somehow.. it definitely was not expected to be happended. today trained for vertical challenge, time= 1 min 55 sec. quite slow though.. was hoping to get 1min 30 sec or below. gotta train harder man. class chalet at 17th-19th november, kind of like 4 months away? lol..

once again another inter-class.. vertical challenge.. climb 24 storeys. today tried out and timing was 2min 20 sec. quite slow. infact very slow! im not happy with it! must reach 1min 40sec and below then can be considered good. 40sec no kicks! tomorrow last paper maths. the only paper which i feared haha.. hopefully can get at least a B.

yawns* once again so tired even after taking a nap. today finished geog and i got confidence that i can get real high marks cos the questions was like.. no kicks man haha.. tomorrow got science and mother tongue, science just need a bit more revision while chinese.. no way i can study due to the no. of chapter tested. maths is the only 1 im worried about so far.. gotta study now before its too late!

today finished geog revision as scheduled and looking forward to maths tomorrow lol.. rather weird for me to say that heh.. just a few more days of patience i can do it!

today sort of succeeded in studying lol.. finally remebered how to play getamped and my username and password! after a year lol.. today i revised through science already, left maths, chinese and geography. geography shouldn't be a problem cos there's only 2 chapters hah! but maths is the big big problem.. tommorrow study finish geography and chinese. then saturday and sunday revised through maths should be enough a i think.. of cos leaving some time to revizse through geography on sunday night duh..

changed in gfa position. now second, miss the first position by 1 mark. said that i wanted to study but ended up using com... i think i have to study outside instead of studying at home. hmmm, maybe at the library i guess. bangkok trip changed to genting already and the cost is so much cheaper! let alone the subsidies!! omg.. a miracle hah! $550 only. defintely worth it.

yawns* just woke up. i told myself that i wanted to study but ended up sleeping for 3 hours. omg, im an asshole indeed. just have to tolerate about 9 more days till freedom.. science gfa highest in class, not that surprised after all the hard work i put into.

made passport today, rather troublesome. still must go back and take... sad. i have to at least know my number so my teacher can book the tickets first... but i only taking it in 1 week's time. damn.. life getting more and more bored without my cca. although its a cca which i joined by chance. or rather by curiosity. haha..

yesterday was national day but i din really cared much though.. went for my little cousin's birthday. he seems to grow quite a lot since i last saw him. got tired of national day performance after watching for like 10 years? must study hard for common test le... later gonna regret for not studying after getting the results back

today we had a holding hand thingy to connect singapore but lol... complete failure due to lack of radio i think. finnaly noe wat class she is but still, don think there's a chance. haha.. common test coming soon, must study real hard to prove myself that im worth going for bangkok. bangkok trip so less ppl go, think gonna cancelled soon.

a miracle happened in the last moment, my team won the first prize for inter-class skipping! if i was to judge it, i wont say it is a miracle after harsh training for 5 days. tomorrow taking the prize, so excited.. first time going up on stage. i took back my words that other classes copid our moves after my team won. anyway if they really copied us but did better than us, i have no choice but to admit defeat. bangkok trip cost around 1k... after school subsidies.. passport haven make yet omg, and teacher need to book the tickets like today?!!!

stupid drama, still must act next week. sianzzz now i see other classes improving on their skipping tremendously somehow i dunno why and the other class freaking copied my team's routine!!! they have no shame at all and they still do infront of us?! omg... such loser class.. hope god don let them win cos they practically copied our routine for their main item. tomorrow the real thing, so excited, hopefully can win after 5-6 days continual of hardship and patience. left 1 more part to complete, the final routine we are doing for our presentation.

woah.. our skipping presentation is finally taking shape. and i saw other classes practising real hard but still, i notice that my team is way better than them wahahhaa... hopefully can win this inter class competition. my LA teacher changed somehow ppl say she was sacked.. when i heard it i was like... being sacked.. omg.. such a terrible thing happened, when i think she is actually quite good for a new teacher like her. stupid bangkok trip cost 1.4k.. have to use my bank account money..

my teammates are not even trying their best to win this inter class.. wonder how are we going to even win this damn competition.. hope i can get their fighting spirit back and stop slacking and get down to real business

woah this is like me first post in my blog and i've created my blog for like around a year already.. anyway.. skipping inter-class coming soon, not that confident and prepared yet. hope today my team will put in more effort and concentration into it.