its been awhile since i wash my hamster cage. at first was my leg, so i cant really bring the cage to the sink and wash them. after my leg is sort of okay alreayd, they gave birth to 5 little babies.. rumors had it that they will eat the babies if they are agitated so i waited until now. they kinda like cleaniless.

mild fever and slight headache.. screw the rain.

today had an awesome dream. wish it was true though.. if it become true i think there's nothing else in this world which i want anymore. tat dream.. its my dream. lol. sounds weird but ya, its true.

1 more week to camp, not really tat excited bout it. guess probably cos of all the homework when the commmon test is like just over?zzz

just wanna finish school as soon as possible but. dont wanna work yet. if i can get paid by studying, i don mind haha.s

been a real while since i went for band or played my trumpet. at first din't really wanted to go cos really.. there isn't any mood at all for everyone since we had no more purpose anymore. but due to the heavy and sickening rain, i cant go home so i had no choice but to go for band. my crutches will slip off just like my slipper. damn rain.

but at least i sort of enjoyed a bit during the break. played long notes and etc cos i forgotten the basics all sort of stuffs. still prefered old band man. there was like, friends, purpose, mood, sensation and everyone would go for dinner after band. not now definitely.. now left A FEW only. unfortunately im not 1 of them today a i cant walk YET. hopepfully i can walk to school normally on monday. cos i really wan to go for the sec 3 camp mna. its like 7th month and i gotnothing to do at home. weird reason but ya.. really wanna go man.

hong kong trip another thing. wonder why my edu save only got 278 bucks in it while others like jia le can have 955 bucks. seriously doubt the part where the education is concern. maybe govern is a dick afterall. or whoever is giving edusave money.

bleh~ well at least im a singaporean. NOT A PR defintely.

if she dint talk to me today.. nothing of these would happen...

fillings and memoirs came rushing inside me once more, just like water rushing into a bucket.

rather retarded sentence but somewhat true to me..

bleh .. today test is all about concept. so if you study the concepts correctly, there aint any problems. but unfortunately im stucked at first question....

graph is another question tat make me waste time. didint do the last question of thje graph properly cos. i was taking my own sweet time doing the other questions....

just realise how stupid i am. yesterday i dint finish my ss cos i took my own time doing. ended up not doing the last question which cost me 7 marks. im a stupid fool. chem was OK. but its just ok. not easy not tough.

but to me. today maths paper was predictable if you study.

this year national parade definitely suck big time. they think the songs they remixed is good but it really... aint as good as the original. its been awhile since everyone heard any original full songs sang by those singers . fireworks remains the main menu of the parade.

2 more days to exam. left 3 more chapter of A maths to go 1 of the chapters i can tell tat i cant even write a correct number..

damn graphs..

bio geog chem not really an issue. jsut need to read through all the theory several times. e maths left the graph....

only thing im afraid of is A maths.... damn... hopefully can at least get a c..........

leg is not yet in a good condition so... have to rest for quite awhile before i can walk again. i seems to have all those handicapped equipment in my house already. arm rest and crutches. left the wheel chair tats all. life is rather interesting man.

leg is currently getting better. just realised something, western medicine don hurt as much as chinese. though still cant walk normally, but hopefully will get well enough for next friday.

exactly what in the world is happening to me? how the hell did i even break my leg bone when i tried to get a rebound in basketball? did i jump 2 high for me? no.. then wwas wreslting with frens and all of the sudden my left clevicle break? ???????????????????

now i can barely sleep in peace and make out of toilet in a piece.. gosh...

this is for all those who are as unlucky as me... just accept your fate... bad things just come speeding towards you. i repeat SPEEDING.

TRUST ME.. im a senior of yours in this field.

life is jsut ridiculous man. the word fair don exist at all, or does it?

did God really created us in his image? is here another universe? who created God? he lived by himself for the past trillion years or watever? does he feel lonely? if God didnt created us who did? when will our planet earth die out? is there aliens? is someone created God, who is that person? does the cycle keeps going on? is there really heaven and hell? what happens when we die, do we just lose our thinking and disappear without a trace? is there ghost? is there a way to communicate with them? can ghost help us in our questions about afterlife? are they as clueless as us?

if someone or something can tell me these answers i think i can rest in peace already. but doubt its going to come true...

dopy is the best. just some random word which i took a liking to it.