having freedom is a good thing isn't it?

2011-07-14T01:01:00.002+08:00

He was writing. Alphabets filled the white sheet with plenty of recognisable words, but none of them made sense in a slightest bit. He stares at the notebook he put aside just for writing for a moment then ripped off the page and tossed the crushed paper. The paper landed beside another which was in the midst of a load of others. Not before long until he realised that he was actually sitting in the room with nothing but a cup of coffee, pencil and papers. He was living in a mess and it has been going on ever since he decided to quit his animating job. Well he still has his monthly pay check, but barely enough to even save up for a laptop. He teaches martial art as a part time job. Started learning capoeira since he was twelve and it all happened by chance, or fate. It began with a careless divorced mother neglecting his son and resulted in him sneaking into an enclosed gym. Every night without fail he would force his dinner down his throat and rushed to be amazed by the weird moving figures dancing and fighting at the same time. The contrast of dancing, a friendly activity and fighting, the complete opposite of it stirred his interest to an overwhelming extent which slowly consumed his mind daily. He woke up, brushed his teeth and thought about the awkward movement he copied yesterday. He ate his tiny little loaf of bread with a glass of tap water served in a crooked table, still thinking about the advice the Mestre gave the students the day before. “Capoeira is unique. So different that your opponent happens to be your partner at the same time. You match your movements with him but at the same time, counter them.” He thought out aloud and caused curiosity to be aroused in Lily. Lily had married countless times but has a son, Luc. She has acted in her pursuit of happiness but to nowhere near it. She patted tiny Luc’s head, “I’m off to work, take care of yourself. And don’t be late for school.” She paced off in hurry and left the door ajar. Luc stood up, gave a light push to the door and the end of the door touched the wall. He had a door without a proper knob. Closing it too hard or with just a little bit of force would result in locking the door for good. Once he was locked in his very own apartment for hours before a neighbour broke down the door to demand payment which Lily owed her. “Yes mum, like you care.” He went back pondering over capoeira.

The doorbell rang. It was about time. It was about time for his landlord to demand payments for the past two months’ rent. He was short of cash lately because of the early withdrawal from the company’s contract he signed. It was supposed to last for give good years but he only took half a year to get rid of it. Was it a moment of folly? He doesn’t think so. All his past nineteen years of his life had been forced onto studying mindlessly. With only that little time he struggled to squeeze out for his personal time, he hardly had a chance to do everything he dreamt of since young. Until lately, he witnessed a tragedy right before his very eyes. Jack Stimpson, he had been working on a project, apparently he couldn’t meet the deadline and was forced to compensate the company a huge sum of money. All he ever did wanted to do was to act. He was inspired by a famous actor. Unfortunately circumstances did not allow that fantasy to happen. Being born into a family of power and money, dreams like being an actor was considered unrealistic and pushed aside without any means of discussion. He said he had enough of this life. He said he wanted to get out of it. he said many things else before jumping off the fifty story sky scraper. But one thing that had been stuck in Luc head was, “I want to die”. Three seconds before he said that Luc was laughing and mocking at his foolishness like any other colleague. Three seconds later he said that sentence that froze Luc. Three seconds after that Luc mind was in a mess. Then Jack jumped off with his middle finger stuck out among the rest gesturing to everybody and anyone.

2010-11-04T07:57:00.001+08:00

okay seriously... american drama is just good? not wait its awesome. maybe fantastic can be added.

2010-10-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

awesome song from aly and aj

2010-10-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

okay here's my new idol.

detection for lies.

2010-10-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

lying people are more likely to:

offer shorter responses
make more speech errors - more um's, er's ah's...
blink more
fidget more
On a side note it should be pointed out that:
- People do NOT break eye contact when lying

2010-10-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

to those that read my compo and stared at the words with your big bulging eyes at the part that says,"green dog with bits of brown patches" i will create that dog one fine day. just not today or tomorrow.
here's a real living green dog.

2010-09-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

The Six-Point Litmus Test For People You Are Bound To Hate (TSPLTFPYABTH)
Are they...
-Ugly?
-Annoying?
-Stupid enough to NOT know that people hate them?
-Arrogant?
-Noisy?
-Childish/Immature?

score: /6
Results:
0-1: A fine person
2-3: Almost worth hating
4-5: A disgusting human being
6: God's mistake (i'm not trying to bring down christianity or anything)

2010-09-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

seriously.. doesn't a green dog exist?
firstly, i know i'm not colour blind.
secondly, since science is so bitchy i'm sure they can turn one of the dogs green.
thirdly, i knew i saw a bit of green in a german shepherd
fourthly, a green dog seems cool and its good for eye so why doesn't it exist?

Tru Calling Trailer

2010-09-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

awesome show. you guys HAVE to watch it.

2010-09-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

bio isn't that hard afterall. and its time to revive my blog.
taylor swift new MV mine.

2010-03-23T23:11:00.004+08:00

common test. a typical process in school life. a typical part of our life which no 1 likes unless that person is nuts.

while studying for chemistry, i took some photos of my hamsters. i know its been nearly a year since i gotten them and only until now did i bothered to post those photos.

there's lots of reason, 1 of them is that i did not knew how to upload photos until last year. secondly, as you know hamsters are always moving so its practically impossible to get a nice snapshot unless they stone for whatever reason.

2010-03-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

com is back again. bro bought new monitor and this monitor is much bigger compared to my previous 1. it sort of look cooler but im not used to it. cause my previous monitor was a square shape and now the new 1 is rectangle. so the image is like being stretched wider forcefully. well at least now im able to use the com.

tmr got english exam and english exam feels so pointless and stupid to me. gonna watch 30days of night on com now. the show is bout vampires that basically just eat up the whole town to prove their existence to the country. but i think its kinda stupid. if they eat up every single human, whoes gonna spread the word bout vampyres? and the interesting thing is, its spelled as vampyres not vampires. personally i preferred the new spelling cos it looks more non-english to me.

2010-03-15T17:11:00.005+08:00

okay a week has passed and i've done nothing worth celebrating for. today was suppose to go for chinese oral exam but i skipped it for my dental appointment. today was the day i always anticipated for but yet, it doesn't seems to be what i've been expecting. firstly i was late for the appointment for some stupid reason and had to wait for like 50 mins? but in the end it turn out that i was 2-3 hours early for the chinese workshop so the 50 mins of waiting was worth it in a way or another.

now i had my braces, white color they are. but im feeling so shitty now. the feeling the pressure and everything.. i feel like dying already. from what i heard from my fren, my braces is a bit too hardcore. and i too feel it at this moment. my mouth is like totally numb and i cant even chew anything?

luckily i've got something worth to praise. i actually went to chinatown and got myself another gundam. this time, this gundam is so limited in the world already? its been 6-7 years since this thing came out. i think i bought the last few.

2010-03-08T18:33:00.007+08:00

hmm. today went to school early in the morning for chem test until 9. then i went back home. well i received a luke skywalker figurine or watever its called and this luke has a really big head that shakes alot. then there's this mini size light saber in the box which obviously gives out light, blue 1. so in the end i chained it to my bag. well afterall its not as if my bag looks decently okay at all.

well yesterday i bought a gundam and i took 3 freaking hours to complete it. can you believe that? 3 hours just trying to figure out which part goes to where. well obviously there is a manual book but nevertheless, its not a easy job.

oh ya the pikachu is like a support to my gundam so don worry about it.

2010-03-07T07:05:00.002+08:00

1 week gonna past and im still thinking over what happened a week ago. it seems so yesterday-ish you know? guess what? tmr i gonna extract another 2 of my teeth again. zzz. well good news is im wearing braces soon. im kind of waiting for the moment for quite a while already. somehow i dunno why. im suppose to wear them at jan by right but my mum postponed those appointments 2 months l8r so now its finally here. a week more.

sometimes, i really wish that time could just slow down to the extent that you literally get to enjoy every single second with you knowing it. not like now, me typing a post costs a min of my life already. when i was young, i remembered how i wished that a day could have 48 hours. then i think, i had to go to school twice a day??? no thanks.. then i adjusted, ho about 36 hours? hmm i really like that. but kind of think about it, a day having to go school twice is kinda awesome, plus i will have lots of time to do watver crap i wanna do.

tmr is a big day. but, to me, its just another ordinary special day of my life.

2010-03-01T18:51:00.003+08:00

today had a horrible yet blessed day. really, i got no idea it feels so painless yet painful at the same time.

okay so basically i had 2 of my teeth extracted today. i was thinking like, hmm.. use something to break the teeth's root then pluck them out. i was wrong, terribly wrong. okay firstly, they told me that i had to be injected with the anesthetic. i was like.. omg just bear it once and get over it. after the first injection, they told me they had to inject another below the tongue. i freaked out. cos i got this theory that tongue got no platelets so it will make me bleed to death if the doc ain't smooth enough. im practically dead. in the blink's eye it was over. i got relieved again. then she said.' there is still the upper side.' i was speechless. really.

the thing so freaking weird and dangerous was, the doc was actually humming a song when she is extracting my tooth..

now im with 2 less teeth. now i cant chew food as fast and enjoyable as i wanna. the thing is, i gonna extract another 2 teeth at the left side next week, which make me only available to porridge or other liquid food.

oh gosh.. zzz

2010-02-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

so now i gonna talk about the past 2 days of my life.

saturday. i went to my grandparent house for reunion dinner. it was steamboat of cause. it was supposed to be great until my aunt came into the kitchen and gave me those funny food that i never eaten before. the worse of all, the freaking big prawns. damn. the moment i see them there goes my appetite. i don mind small prawns but big prawns somehow really irritates me to the max. at first, she put a fully-shelled prawn on my plate. so im like okay... ill somehow put it on my bro's plate l8r when she leave. then a few minutes l8r she put another big prawn this time without shell so im like totally forced to eat it now. i have to admit big prawns don go well with me. i was practically forcing it down my throat... then there was this veggie called suan, in chinese it meant calculate then my ah ma was like saying that i must eat that to get good grades for maths.. it tasted soft and smooth and okay but i still could not enjoy it.

the second day AKA the money day.

well i woke up pretty early like 6.30? i used com and i think i watch zhong ji san guo then some other show. i cant remember. sadly in that episode, two of the heroes died, guan yu and zhang fei. did i mention that i got a cousin called guan yu oso? then im like thinking whether if his the descendant of the guan yu in san guo. lol. actually there's only a reason why im like blogging now. my freaking cousin. bloody hell she is FREAKING CHIO CAn? i know she is pretty from my memories of last year but this year the way she dresses OMG. 2 bad shes like 20? or 19. cant remember. but she is really damn chio.. ... zzz....

now lets see what do i wanna do with my ang pow money..

1)i was thinking of buying a new jeans that is not so thin as my others. then the remaining money buy a shoe or a freaking good ear piece.

2) save like a bit more then get a itouch( now i totally don like the idea at all)

3) buy the rollerblades or the wheels that can be detached and attached to any shoe. (im seriously considering this 1.)

4) just get a normal ipod and a freaking good ear piece.

then the chinese thing was like saying that ppl who borned in the dog's year should not splurge on anything this year... zzzz is like wat the heck? zzzz

2010-02-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

omg ebay rox. ebay is the best@! just went to browse over the collectables category and i typed gundam. there is like everything there that i wanted. i was like so tempted to buy ? if only i got credit card i would buy them over already. its in US bucks so its like more expensive. if its singapore dollars without hesitation i would have clicked the buy button already. damn.

saviour gundam in green. astray in green. so many stuff.. temptation is killin me already!@@.

actually if i need to choose a series of stuff to collect. gundam would definitely be the first. if i need to choose over mask rider and gundam. the answer would be gundam. gosh. by typing alone my inner desire to press the buy button is growing stronger by second. think i better shut the com down before i do something stupid.

here's what i've decided. after olevel i shall work and buy all the gundam.

2010-02-04T22:09:00.005+08:00

just found out these awesome stuff from a blog. OJP tell me 1. i must say that guy is freaking updated to everything that i wanna know. im so like jealous? oh btw these pictures are from him not me. here's the link if you wanna see more of these stuffs.
http://ngeekhiong.blogspot.com

i din't even knew this guy existed..

this is wild chalice figurine. pretty awesome. its not new but just that its my first time see-ing it.

this is the new zaku 2 f2 neon version.( i totally got no idea what it means.)

2010-01-31T23:13:00.004+08:00

first time im like posting photos.

there's still like more phots with those indo exchange students but cant find yet.

2010-01-30T09:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to changi airport. was very exciting cos the first time i went i dint really have time to explore around like Dora the explorer and yesterday i did. went to candy empire and bought some freaking awesome chocolate. its 1 for 3bucks and 4 for 10 bucks so i couldn't resist the temptation as the chocolates were like talking to me? begging me to buy them? fortunately in airport, there weren't gst so its like 4 for 9.35bucks instead of 10bucks. so in the end i felt that i really made the right choice afterall.

then l8r we went for the bbtea shop nearby and the unagi bought i think some chocolate weird drink and i bought vanilla snow shake. at first it tasted all right and awesome but l8r i somehow remembered where i tasted it before. then before i realized its actually oatmeal.. but in the end due to my first time, i drank it all up in seconds. i mean mins.

oh yeah. here's the part where i tell you how the unagi framed me despite me helping him.

okay we were like in the food court eating. after band. it was around 5+ when we ordered food then after we ate we talk nonsensical stuff which people referred as rubbish. until he receive messages then i told him that he should really go now as he replied to his friends that he was on his way when he is still like hmm. eating? then we took 410 GGREEENNN home and went home to do stuff before meeting up to go changi airport again. then when i met with him he received a call. it was lucius, our friend which we intended to send him off. he picked up the phone. "eh where are you guys?" said unagi. lucius replied," #A#$%#^A4" i got exactly no idea what he said so those weird signs were a replacement. then unagi replied," i was waiting for KC SAMA" then i was like... NANDESKA?

zzzzz but it was a trip that is worth it. in my point of view i think lucius look more like an austrialian already. no longer look like singaporean.

2010-01-26T19:54:00.003+08:00

lately. homework. homework. tests. rubbish. keep coming into my tiny little life. well obviously i cant handle stuff so im typing here.. CCa is taking up 2 much of my time. the thing is i dont even know if band was the thing for me from the start, afterall i joined band purely by fate. so here's the part where this question pop into my head.

if fate playing trick on me?

obviously i don't have the answer yet but i really do hope that i have that answer fast.

chingay is ending in another 4 or 5 more times so im alright with it. cos for the first time i get to "tour" around singapore for a good purpose, to help.

if only a day has 28hours instead of 24. that extra 4 hours is gonna be a real help to me.

okay i going tution now.

btw. i hate pms/menopause ppl !

oh yeah there is like 2 new taylor swift songs. today was a fairy tale, missing you. i think if add jump then fall, the other side of the door, untouchable, superstar and the acoustic and piano vers of the old songs, a new album could be made. easy money.

2010-01-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

i think my chinese is much better now. well i had to admit my chinese teacher is the only 1 in the school which i respect as a teacher. cos the thing is, all the others though have be it 100years or 200 years of experience, they do not know how to teach what the students want to learn. im not saying that my chinese teacher is teaching out of syllabus but its just that she teaches what is important and in a unique way. plus, she really did spend lots of time preparing for them. most importantly, teaching to her is an enjoyment.

others , they are just teaching to get good grades for us and my freaking A maths teacher is constantly telling us to drop A maths when her job is the otherwise. teachers and students definitely should not widen the gap between them as if they do, the understanding is so much harder. though the gap should be close up, but not to the extent that it makes teachers and students good buddies.

lately homework 2 much. actually its not alot just that everyday have remedials and redundant CCas.

2010-01-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

lol i actually forgotten bout my first sis bday.. which is today.. zzz. it was like so awkward lor. she and her bf was like carrying a cake then we went up into the same lift. then the bf say. "got cake wan eat? today your bday." i... really was slow and after she went to bathe then i ask her bf. then i was like so ps... ZZZZzz

so now im like thinking of buying her present but what came into my mind was. soft toys? obviously that isn't a good present... maybe ill go shop around eh not j8?

2010-01-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

bloody hell. my computer getting crazy now. those freaking self proclaimed"com fixer" are mofos man. they din't really fix it to the original condition. my com is still crazy. internet din't work just now until i fixed it after half an hour. wasted my life. ...

2010-01-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

com crash and now it's up again. beside fixing the com, the fixer or whatever increase my com's ram and memory and everything, making it so fast now. its like a new com but bought with 100+bucks only. what a deal. so here's the conclusion, my com is no longer the com i had 6 years ago, its new now. it dominates and owns and whatever..

today had a really bad day. i was stuck at C** house for like 3hours 20mins. i wanted to left at 6pm but was reluctantly forced to stay until the dinner was served. what is worse is that the dinner was served at 8.30 when it was suppose to be at 7.30. at least i watch tv at his house for an hour. and the reason why i was forced to stay? cos i unknowingly said yes to dinner when the mum asked me.

its pretty had to be the good guy sometimes, isn't it?

2010-01-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

somehow. my com got a bit of problem. the shockwave player keep crashing. resulting in me getting a tiny little bit annoyed. so here's the story why im only a tiny little bit annoyed instead of being annoyed like SIAOZ.

last time. my come. everytime keep getting virus. cos i kept download songs and games and other stuff so on and on. i remembered its because of the freaking stupid sour programme. its called the limewire. pretty ironic name for it. cos how can a lime have a wire>? then my com begin lagging like a total retard. i need like freaking 20mins to start the system????!!

well lets not probe over the past. its a new year afterall. and my stupid hamster keep running out. just now i put back inside and 10s l8r its out. so i always wondered whether are animals even stupid in the first place? or are we humans jsut plain stupid. what kind of idiot am i? now there's a problem. there aren't different kinds of idiots to begin with...

as usual the no-life bishan dudes like me went BISHAN to countdown for new year..i wanted to go marina bay and watch fireworks then i remmebered. im not the only 1 wanna watch fireworks. meaning i would probably take 1 min to walk 1 step. so we ended up playing cards and fire? in playground? yup we did.

and here's the part where i ask you a very interesting question. do you even exceed 30missed calls in a month? well my dear childish hopeless stupid idiotic piggish fren had 50missed call in just 2 hours. amazing isn't him? i need to like IGNORE 50 calls to get 50miss calls but he jsut need to sleep for 2 hours. such a lucky idiot.

AND HERE'S MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. NOT TO J-WALK. ALTHOUGH I JUST SUBCONSCIOUSLY DID WHEN I WENT POPULAR TO BUY PEN.

2009-12-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

hmm. still kinda sleeepy... eyelids are heavy. wonder is there a way to like make them lighter besides sleeping more.

came back from chalet around 1plus or 12. cant remember. thanks goodness i remembered to buy hamster food for my little kids at home. well there was a particular hamster that din't drink nor eat since tuesday and im pretty glad his still alive.. of cos his still cute like a hamster.

when i found him, he looked pretty screwd up like he got raped or something. the fur were in total mess and ya, he was sleeping on a shoe... well at least no 1 died during my absence. hahas.

*phew~

when we came back, we took bus 88 back to bishan. was long and slow and romantic. well the romantic part is only for a stupid retard. he was tired and slept. that i can understand on the bus. but the thing is. he. actually freaking hug the piglet that is in pink colour throughout the whole time while sleeping? so do picture this..

a guy wearing a white hoody sleeping on a bus with a piglet in his hands(not arms hor). my feeling was like, *****************???!!! well obviously you can sort of guess whats the *** means.

chalet was fun. first day was kinda homo. cos i din't slept well before going for the chalet. so i ended up freaking tired, lying on the bed, pretending to be alive when im dead in actual fact. i must say that sleeping in chalet is definitely different from home. cos you might get raped anytime. the reason? you don wanna fetch your friend cos you're 2 tired. .... ....

2009-12-28T11:10:00.002+08:00

downloading songs. then ask sean tan(you should know who the heck is this guy) to offer some suggestions then he gave me a list of them when i don't like most of them. stupid baka isn't him?

then here's the part. he sent me leona lewis and blake lewis together.

i asked him," is blake lewis leona lewis brother?" he said "no. leona lewis is from x-factor blake lewis is from american idol. one does ballard while the other beat-box." i was like. like i care... then i said, "both are black americans right?" then he scolded blake lewis by saying,"no. blake lewis is super white." well if you are a hokkien you try convert super white directly into chinese and you get the meaning.

sean is definitely an ass don't you think?

2009-12-20T05:15:00.002+08:00

hmm.. just watched a really funny stupid show that has no meaning behind it at all. wait there is. well its rather stupid too. at least it has 1. i remembered shakespeare once said.. little meaning doesn't mean no meaning. so this sentence which i came up with has just successfully infiltrated the system and finally got a meaning behind it.

what a noble thing i had done for man kind.. maybe they should just create a statue of me or something. though i prefer having a real mask rider belt.

well that day, dunno when, quite long ago. wait its not . its just a few days ago.

went to friend house. and he got 20+ over different mask rider belt. i estimated that he spent over 1.4k on them. and he told me this. " i only got 20plus sia, so little' then i replied him surprisingly shocked saying," 20plus? ya lor should have 100plus cos the decade movie got so many riders"

again i just bullshyted, meaning im just making things up. whats wrong with me? nothing's wrong.

hmm i just realized that if there's nothing wrong with a person's life, it would be an disaster wouldn't it? and i realized another thing. i wanted to type something different. very different. or maybe not. for this post and i wanted to say i afk awhile to think about what i wanted to post then i ended up typing so much already.

guess this is where a saying from shakespeare comes in,"some things.. are better to not know." well if you noticed all the stuff i shakespeared about are bull.

2009-12-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

life hasn't been smooth cause it was all the long like that?

nope that sentence is wrong. life was once smooth, filled with joy, happiness, ignorance, safe and whatever there is in a so called 'smooth life'. now its all just deception, lies and other stuff which apparently i can't think of.

these words that you just read are not random , for everyday you see them. just that you subconsciously avoided them, denied their existence or even lived with it as though its not your fault.

so here's another interesting question about the lord jesus christ.

if GOD so love the world and us, why didn't he send his beloved son again to save us until doomsday? so he wanna see our pathetic faces filled with guilt and other rubbish?

the thing is. i don't really care so i'm just randomly typing. cos apparently quite alot of INNOCENT people died in natural disaster.

and here's the main dish of the meal! you know why hamsters so cute?

well its mainly because of the tiny size. you will definitely not say a hamster that is 10foot long and 200kg heavy cute right? so apparently japanese understood this theory so they have this word called 'kawaii' which means cute AND small/tiny. i guess the japs are smart afterall.

2009-12-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

woah this is my 201 posts already and i dint realise it. time really flies doesn't it? i can already imagine if time was represented by a clock then it fly through every cities and countries and continents over and over again just to fufill its sad destiny, which is allowing time to be slow and steady but with no one but itself. i guess its pretty difficult to be a selfless hero like time. wonder has this clock been flying since time started.

so ironic. for me it is.

hmm these few days i've been wasting my life and time and watever there is in my life. i guess staying at home wasn't the idea of holiday at all. if it is, i won't be so bored to the extent that im blogging. hahas.. actually it ain't funny at all, just wanna type that.

kind of think about it now, how many people meant what they shoot out of their mouth? i bet its our human instinct to lie all the time. maybe god made us all hypocrites. hmm.. maybe.

2009-12-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

hais so hungry but nothing to eat. these few days keep eating maggi so i think i probably should really start eating some healthy food already.. but the only healthy food i can think of is sandwiches and salads so yeah.. screw the idea of eating healthy food.

2009-12-07T02:53:00.002+08:00

today went for the philharmonic winds and natant or watever the band name is concert. its was a thai band. me and unagi was debating who was better in terms of skill until they played the guzheng-like instrument and the er hu-like instrument. cos it sounded so not modern so yeah... they cant really be compared with....... what a waste of breathe... and saliva.

wonder if this is what they call, think before you speak.

the overall performance for the concert was not bad, though it cant be compared to nakamura girls. they totally rocked man. this time im not wasting my time and energy comparing or rather i am wasting my time comparing.. ZZZzzz. cos nakamura girls are just too good..

damn.. gotta think before i type my next sentence...

tthen l8r i went with unagi to sit swing then we counted stars. at first , there were 8 i think, then 13, 15, 22, 31, 40!!! they just slowly shine brighter and brighter like they were fighting to see who shine brighter. well the 33th 1 won i guess, cos it really shines. when i say shines, it really means shines like a sun. though it cant really shine like a sun. and although sun is after all a star., it still din't and cant shine like the sun... weird...

everything seems so weird now, maybe i should just go watch some animes to refresh my mind instead. btw vampire diaries rox!! go watch!

2009-12-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

wah din't know my blog so popular... guess its tough being so popular man... is this God's punishment on me being so good to others? popularity my punishment? hais... weird punishment..

btw lets get to the main part already. today. morning. had fun with computer games. during the game, a baka gal called ee leng msg me this, your instrument got problem com down now. i cant believed i actually believed it even for a moment. actually i din't really believed her so i smsed back that i checked before and its working fine. she insisted on me going back to school, stating that the sensei is furious.

i.. i... this is the main part of the story.... and the thing which im trying to say is that.. NEVER EVER MEVER TEVER CEVER EVER EVER trust non-hamsters lovers. cos all they wanna do is to... cheat your feelings.. like how they did to mine..

so here's the most exciting part of the whole thing. i mustered up my courage and confronted all fears that opposes me and open the door and stepped into the auditorium. the feeling those bakas give me was like.. " you freaking jackass!" i .. i...... was speechless.... i was totally overwhelmed by my trust towards them .. arghh!!!

YOU UNAGIS! ILL REMEMBER IT! GET READY TO EAT SOME SASHIMI MANZZS!

2009-12-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

BAKA HAMSTERS..wasted 50 mins of my life just like that. went missing for 2 days and was hiding behind a cabinet which i thought they wouldn't cos it seems impossible. well never ever under estimate hamsters man. the moment i put that bastard in the cage it came out the next second and i finally know how the heck they climb out. cos its only 1 month plus old it could get out from the front door. so to it, the front door is always open. zzzzz.. really this time they outsmart me.

2009-12-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

bloody CHIBIS. they freaking cancelled out TERMINATOR : SARAH CONNER CHRONICLES season 3!! screw those freaking bastards man. they made third season so freaking exciting and awesome and now what? you gonna tell me that there ain't a freaking third season??????!!!!! don screw around with real fans here man.

FINALLY when i get to see kyle reese ALIVE after the first freaking movie and now you gonna kill him by cancelling the freeaking season out. and that cameron, she's finally acting as a human and now you gonna make every1 think thats she is just a freaking machine! URGHHHH!.

right now i could really kill someone. if God exist, i have only a favor now and that is, stop freaking making people trying to kill fans like me man. good shows like this suppose to be maintained and carry on producing more. right now in this industry, there's more quantity when actually what we want is quality. freaking jackass hope you guys seriously burn in hell for eternity.

so much for the part where there will be rewards for those who does great stuff. all im see-ing now is just bull, total bull.

2009-11-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

HK was awesome, i mean totally awesome. especially the freaking cold weather there. i ad to wear 4 freaking layers just to feel warm but not warm enough. plus there wasn't a water heater so i practically bathe for less than a minute each time. it was so cold that i cant even feel myself being dirty like in singapore. so much things to write.. hmm

oh yeah the reflection part was okay too. we all had to write 2 reflections, 1 is our pathetic performance mainly because of me(NOT, MUST BLAME MYSELF) and the other 1 for being 30min late mainly becasue of me not wearing sports shoes. im such an asshole. wahaha. but th3e performance was really JIALATZ. but what do you exp3ct from our band? a band that got silver for SYF by luck and a band that slacks like SIAOZZ~ anyway we improve everytime we play at Hk so i don really feel guilty.

Disneyland was another awesome day. we started off at the entrance at around 11 or 12 i guess then we spend like 9 hours. the space mountain was awesome the first time cos i totally freaked out. i grabbed the thing so tight that even as it turns im still at the same position. BUT as i play mroe times is becvame better.

the fireworks were epic man.. after see-ing the fireworks over there, our national fireworks are nothing compared to theirs.

ocean park ... is totally not like our pathetic escape theme park man. the rides there were practically crazy except the swing , the eagle and another thing that spins like retard. the abyss is too freaking high. i actually made it out of ocean park alive and that alone makes me so proud of myself.

1 last thing. WHY DO NO 1 LIKES WATCHING NEW MOON OR TWILIGHT! I REALLY WANT TO WATCH!

2009-11-12T18:36:00.003+08:00

yawns* so dammmmmn tired.. this time round really enjoyed the chalet. i gotta admit its better than last year's chalet man. those who never went just wasted their holidays.

think i gonna like completely reformat my blog or even change my blog. cos i think my blog kinda suck and look very sucky. haas. but wonder when that 1 fine day gonna come when i do that.

2009-11-11T01:25:00.002+08:00

fk the pasir ris lan
lousy com no game. put some freaking useless icon dunno for nuts. lag till **** and dunno which idiot said we plaiying 3 hours. chalet was suppose to be fun but, here am i trying to find somehting to do with the computer infront of me. i cant possibly blog for 2 freaking hours straight right? wth man. screw it to 18th floor . fk this world . hope it ends in 2012. end now oso can.

hope my shiva still got some left. stupid dinesh go drink so much. the hong kong trip is going to be ******** oso. i had to bring my own freaking basic toiletries like? tooth past? shampoo? soap? and i cant even freaking bring more than 100ml of contact lense solution. how am i suppose to last for a freaking week? nb..

dunno why they say 200 deposits end up using it for the air tickets. cant they jsut like, say they need more money for the tickets instead of beating about the bush saying that they need more money to book the tickets or something? zzzz lies .. nothing but lies.

stupid johann last minute don wan come. still wan go for physics and A maths lessons.. its suppose to be a holiday which you enjoy to the maximum before the Os instead of studying so much. no matter wwhat you have to balance between rest and work right? gosh whats happening to this world/? why is it so realistic? is education and money evrything?

just by these reasons the world deserve to end and stat a whole new culture again. phew. wasted like 3 mins typing this but i still got around 1hr more plus. lol..... dunno what i gonna do man.

2009-11-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

finally able to felt what its like to vomit after drinking beyond your limit. quite a experience for me. i admit that feeling sucked but still, not everyone could experience that hahas.

2009-11-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

1 more week to chalet ah.. so 'excited'. for me school din't really end until next monday. freak this breaching programme man. if they never took GFA marks im not even inside at all. not a chance man.. went there and learn nothing . literally nothing. well what do u expect making a programme like this during school holidays? bakas..

missed primary school food to the maximuM! i still remember the wonderful taste of the curry chicken rice that cost 1 dollar only. the curry has a rather unique taste and really makes you addicted to it. the serving of that 1 dollar chicken rice is almost as much as my current school's pathetic chicken rice. my school's chicken rice is literally a chicken rice. PLAIN rice with chicken. that's all. really no more no less.

wonder why they stop selling that curry chicken rice anymore.... really wanna eat it again ..

so far. gave away. 6 baby hamsters already . quite a achievement. wait.. its 8... left with 4 adults and 4 babies. woohoo. giving away another adult. if that hamster is somehow successfully given away, i could connect those 5 cages which i did with 1 of them already together. i managed to rack my brains and used my DnT products as a accessories for my baka hamsters.

gonna slp soon and hope i CAN slp soon due to certain circumstances... guitar, getting quite interesting but hope it can get more interesting ! wanna learn violin but, seems rather crazy right? if i learn violin too then ill be able t play 3 musical instruments. Trumpet Guitar and Violin.

blah blah blah dunno what else to type. this is a rather pathetic blog afterall. bleh... hope this holidays gonna be fun before the Os start.

2009-10-21T20:01:00.001+08:00

screw exams~~ lalala..

2009-10-18T10:48:00.002+08:00

school holidays ain't really that fun afterall. haha although the holidays haven really started but due to circumstances, i got a 6 day break and today is mine 4th day. the only thing that i does which i like is that i get to use com overnight until like today 4am then i slept. watching movies are like so fun. everytime its a different story and adventure. hmm. sometimes i really wished that i'm one of them so i could really get out of my boring life.

currently my dream, is to not stay in singapore. hahas. singapore is a nice and good place but just doesn't suits me at all. i need a real adventure. maybe ill migrate to countries like perth. if i could lol. so my dream now, work hard work hard and work hard until i got enough money to settle down in perth and stay there for the rest of my life. to me, anywhere but singapore is an adventure hahs.

gonna buy cage l8r and this time, im not gonna be a stupid fool and buy a cheap 1. gonna buy a 90 or 80 bucks 1 so i can stop worrying bout my hamsters wasting their life inside a stupid small cage.

2009-10-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

hmm.. exams finally over. but. i got nothing to do now. maybe ill go work. or rather i want to work and earn some cash man.. its really amazing that i started with 2 hamsters and 4 months later ended up with 17. should had separated them a long time ago... zz. now.. regret but useless.

those who wan hamster please tell me. my hamsters are really cute.

aside from hamsters now i've been watching mask rider... lols.. sounds stupid but at least i got something to do. maybe ill go swimming every weekend and cycle or rollerblade also. but the most important part i have to get a job to buy a big big cage and hong kong trip expenses. oh yeah i gonna dye hair. wat colour suits me? ..

anyone who reads this please go watch on youtube. mask rider decade. real awesome. trust me its not really that childish.

2009-10-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

tomorrow. wait. its today! last day of exam before i can enjoy without any regrets! i gotta admit this is the only exam which i really studied for. all im asking for is a passing grade nothing out of my reach.

hmm.. wonder what am i going to do for my holidays. there's a chalet or maybe two. but still i wanna work and buy some stuff for myself. oh yeah. there's hong kong trip. have to save up. maybe ill work for a few days and buy a decent hamster cage and save the rest for my expenses at hong kong. wished we were staying at hotel instead of hostel man.. hostel is like.. wth.. paid so much dunno for wat. all cos of transporting some metals must pay so much zzz.

have to admit that hamsters are real horny man. today afternoon they gave birth again and the mother is like her mother, giving birth at 1 month old. although their lifespan is short but they really shouldn't rush into such things. still having a hamster might be fun but i really want a DOG! hope i can get all passing grades for my exams so i can play in peace before studying for THE Os.

2009-10-07T13:06:00.002+08:00

its been a long while since i posted any stuff. anyway my blog aint popular so im like practically talking to myself for months. rather weird and stupid isn't it? hahas.. life is so boring.. especially school life IN SINGAPORE... sometimes i wish i could live in america or australia. seems fun over there. singapore is just too small for everything to be done. anyways. chalet coming. yeah.. cheers... but.. still got 4 more days of exam to go. damn.

A maths and bio is my only worries now. well bio i had a whole day to study on monday while A maths i got weekends! woohoo. this time sure can pass all subjects man.

today geog is like wtf? so much things to be tested keep testing on same stuff over and over again. wonder why did i even bothered studying until 1 am. Emaths ... damn that congruent and similar triangles man. screw it. totally forgotten to study that part.. zzz. nvm at least i can focus on bio and A maths now.

HOPE ALL GET GOOD GRADES MAN.. btw taylor swift and hilary duff rox.

i might just become a fan of hilary duff. hahas.

2009-09-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

din't go for remedial lessons. who cares like seriously. syllabus was suppose to be taught finished like weeks ago and term 4 was originally planned for revision. now there ain't even time for revision cos we din't even finish any subject yet? only subject like geography which only have 6 chapters, ss got 5 chapters and A maths just recently finish only. wonder how stupid the school is to make both A maths and E math teacher the same. cos there's no way you can do both subject well cos there's only a teacher to focus on 40 students on BOTH MATHS? freaking hell. stupidity kills man..

how i wish everyday is just self study period. helps us by lots. and hamsters gave birth to another 6 chubby babies again. wonder how horny are they really.. zzz. they seems to take the advantage that i'm the one supporting them not the parents...

2009-09-24T18:39:00.001+08:00

wonder exactly how tired am i... slept 4 hours just now. was hoping to sleep from 2.30 to 4.30 than can study a bit. ended up now than wake up. freaking crazy shit.

2009-09-21T11:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday went home around 1.20am. damn tired. actually my intention for that night was to go j8 get my hamster food and maybe buy some cds and went library then go home study. on the way, i msg bryan whether he going for the earthworm's bbq. then he told me that its near his house so i asked him further and its only at basket ball court there... nobody told me nothing so i presume its at some far far place like east coast or something.

today early morning woke up straight away wash my hamster cage. 1 went missing. during the washing, another went missing. now i found 1 and accidentally dropped it just now, thank god she din't die. then she made some funny and weird noises which she had never made before and now damn angry at me. scared and angry of cos.

wonder how to say sorry in hamster language...

2009-09-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to sentosa . first time i managed to build sandcastle. though the tools were insufficient, i managed to build a extraordinary 1. its called THE CIGGERATE FACE . wahahha. with ciggerate buds help, things ain that difficult like i thought it was.

then while they were at the water playing mud ball or wateevr, i managed to plant water bomb mines, if they step on it and it just go SPLASH! but it was a total phailure though.. stupid vito go spoil dunno for wat.

2 things that went wrong, i spread out the mines so much, should have plant like techies mines in dota. another thing is that i miscaculated the routes that they took to the bags. zzz .

this holida, so much to talk about but so few worth mentioning, sounds complicated doesn't it? cos life itself is complicated afterall.

i never collect homework so i don't have to do any and even if there is, i ain't doing it at all. this year is a complete rush and phailure due to the cheapskateness of my freaking retarded school. they had alll those losers young teachers who can't teach and some are old ones. to me, they teach for the pay, not for us.

BUT WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM my school? nothing. hahas. primary school still got talents but now, heh.. none. joke.

2009-09-05T02:05:00.001+08:00

back from kota tingi. SECOND DAY WAS AWESOME

we practically trek for 16 hours with 2 hours of rest in between. the only bad part bout it is that we have to trek in the dark for 5 hours to get back as the rainforest really gets darker earlier than normal places. probably due to the trees covering or something.

sleeping part was another thing. i slept for only like 5 hours in total during the whole damn camp. and when i reached back? i slept 8 hours from 1-9. awesome..

2009-08-28T10:02:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i wash my hamster cage. at first was my leg, so i cant really bring the cage to the sink and wash them. after my leg is sort of okay alreayd, they gave birth to 5 little babies.. rumors had it that they will eat the babies if they are agitated so i waited until now. they kinda like cleaniless.

mild fever and slight headache.. screw the rain.

2009-08-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

today had an awesome dream. wish it was true though.. if it become true i think there's nothing else in this world which i want anymore. tat dream.. its my dream. lol. sounds weird but ya, its true.

1 more week to camp, not really tat excited bout it. guess probably cos of all the homework when the commmon test is like just over?zzz

just wanna finish school as soon as possible but. dont wanna work yet. if i can get paid by studying, i don mind haha.s

2009-08-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

been a real while since i went for band or played my trumpet. at first din't really wanted to go cos really.. there isn't any mood at all for everyone since we had no more purpose anymore. but due to the heavy and sickening rain, i cant go home so i had no choice but to go for band. my crutches will slip off just like my slipper. damn rain.

but at least i sort of enjoyed a bit during the break. played long notes and etc cos i forgotten the basics all sort of stuffs. still prefered old band man. there was like, friends, purpose, mood, sensation and everyone would go for dinner after band. not now definitely.. now left A FEW only. unfortunately im not 1 of them today a i cant walk YET. hopepfully i can walk to school normally on monday. cos i really wan to go for the sec 3 camp mna. its like 7th month and i gotnothing to do at home. weird reason but ya.. really wanna go man.

hong kong trip another thing. wonder why my edu save only got 278 bucks in it while others like jia le can have 955 bucks. seriously doubt the part where the education is concern. maybe govern is a dick afterall. or whoever is giving edusave money.

bleh~ well at least im a singaporean. NOT A PR defintely.

2009-08-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

if she dint talk to me today.. nothing of these would happen...

fillings and memoirs came rushing inside me once more, just like water rushing into a bucket.

rather retarded sentence but somewhat true to me..

2009-08-12T10:56:00.002+08:00

bleh .. today test is all about concept. so if you study the concepts correctly, there aint any problems. but unfortunately im stucked at first question....

graph is another question tat make me waste time. didint do the last question of thje graph properly cos. i was taking my own sweet time doing the other questions....

just realise how stupid i am. yesterday i dint finish my ss cos i took my own time doing. ended up not doing the last question which cost me 7 marks. im a stupid fool. chem was OK. but its just ok. not easy not tough.

but to me. today maths paper was predictable if you study.

2009-08-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

this year national parade definitely suck big time. they think the songs they remixed is good but it really... aint as good as the original. its been awhile since everyone heard any original full songs sang by those singers . fireworks remains the main menu of the parade.

2009-08-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

2 more days to exam. left 3 more chapter of A maths to go 1 of the chapters i can tell tat i cant even write a correct number..

damn graphs..

bio geog chem not really an issue. jsut need to read through all the theory several times. e maths left the graph....

only thing im afraid of is A maths.... damn... hopefully can at least get a c..........

leg is not yet in a good condition so... have to rest for quite awhile before i can walk again. i seems to have all those handicapped equipment in my house already. arm rest and crutches. left the wheel chair tats all. life is rather interesting man.

2009-08-08T08:07:00.000+08:00

leg is currently getting better. just realised something, western medicine don hurt as much as chinese. though still cant walk normally, but hopefully will get well enough for next friday.

2009-08-06T11:38:00.000+08:00

exactly what in the world is happening to me? how the hell did i even break my leg bone when i tried to get a rebound in basketball? did i jump 2 high for me? no.. then wwas wreslting with frens and all of the sudden my left clevicle break? ???????????????????

now i can barely sleep in peace and make out of toilet in a piece.. gosh...

2009-08-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

this is for all those who are as unlucky as me... just accept your fate... bad things just come speeding towards you. i repeat SPEEDING.

TRUST ME.. im a senior of yours in this field.

2009-08-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

life is jsut ridiculous man. the word fair don exist at all, or does it?

2009-08-02T09:40:00.000+08:00

did God really created us in his image? is here another universe? who created God? he lived by himself for the past trillion years or watever? does he feel lonely? if God didnt created us who did? when will our planet earth die out? is there aliens? is someone created God, who is that person? does the cycle keeps going on? is there really heaven and hell? what happens when we die, do we just lose our thinking and disappear without a trace? is there ghost? is there a way to communicate with them? can ghost help us in our questions about afterlife? are they as clueless as us?

if someone or something can tell me these answers i think i can rest in peace already. but doubt its going to come true...

2009-08-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

dopy is the best. just some random word which i took a liking to it.

2009-07-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

there is afterall equivalent trade on this world.... for the sake of escaping boring tunes of music for 1 and a half hour, i suffered with nuisiance rubbish that cost my only episode in learning how to score for TALKING in exams.

somehow i just capitalised the talking word. it really doesn't have any further meaning.. really..

wonder why the heck am i able to speak and write english so fluently when i am a freaking chinese singaporean which have difficulty explaining simple words. maybe thats the singapore trend afterall.............

dreams seems so far.. yet so reachable ... so nostalgic..

2009-07-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

pokemon is beggining to become real lame i think. i THINK. haha... friends told me that the current version of pokemon aint good anymore due to the gameplay and other sort of stuff. still its probably the one and current game that i will acknoledge that is worth playing after few years. current me is still playing lols..

rather fun... seriously..

tmr got SS test. hope she seriously WILL MARK THIS FREAKING TEST AND NOT SAY SOME RUBBISH LIKE" I READ THROUGH YOUR ANSWERS AND MOST OF YOU DID NOT DO WELL" then she will say "WE GOING TO HAVE A RETEST ON BLAH BLAH DAY" i will seriosuly be pissed off once again. hope she just stop ruining out our studies and screw off to her hometown.

hais.. looks like saving money is rather hard cos of food.... double fillet o fish. shaker fries.. zz

2009-07-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

exams coming.. stilll nt prepared yet. bio, maths, chem NOT YET FINISHED

omg.. hope can make i through this exam and studfy for eoy already.

watching a very dumb magic show buy the magic is real high class .

2009-07-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

TMR IS THE FREAKING SOLAR ECLIPSE!! ONCE YOU MISSED IT MEANS THAT"S IT YOU KNOW??? thats why i don plan on going to school. due to the good view of the SUN from my block. I CAN PRACTICALLY see it cos there aint anything taller than 5 stories in like 1km infront of my block in the direction facing the sun. incredible view indeed.

except the part where i do not have a telescope.. damn... if i can have a telescope and a proper MC for tmr, i will sacrifice 5 yrs of my life. not joking really.. be it a trade with devil or tooth angel.

2009-07-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

still got half of bio chapter to go. hope the world don ends at 2012 but have a drastic change instead. like more forest more ocean and the north pole and south pole's temperature decreases and the ozone layer recover and no more global warming and kills all those faggot humans who are destroying the earth. i wonder if none of these would happen if the human population aint this much.

2009-07-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

lots of things i want now. a touch screen phone, jeans, shirt, classical guitar, violin and a freaking three storey cage for my hamsters.

mathematics is a pain in the ass man. test coming up 1 after another hais... sad life indeed.

2009-07-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

so much homework.. and can hardly keep up with a maths omfg.. think go tution for the nxt 2 months should be safed le.

2009-07-07T17:42:00.001+08:00

morning internet went crazy and no connection at all. somehow its working now. ended up using laptop in morning.

2009-07-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

damn.. i spent like 5 horus plus watching this anime... nodame cantabile. interesting anime. definitely worth watching it. go www.animeseason.com or www.animeshippuuden.com to watch it man. both websites are great.

2009-07-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

sianz tution..... its helpful but the tought of it ruins the day practically.

2009-07-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

damn h1n1 is such a loser. there's only 701 cases now??? wth.. its suppose to be some epidermic where alot of lives were taken and now 281 patients already fully recovered. its like wth.. was expecting something more than this. if there's another loser epidermic like this we will always treat it lightly and till an extent that we will even treat it as a joke..

hmm. now naruto and bleach is finally moving on to the more exciting part. FINALLY.

2009-06-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

today escaped from the evil clutches of biology. due to the life skills workshop. kinda fun, at least i know its definitely ebtter than having stupid meaningless lessons throughout the day. tmr gonna end at 2.25 again i guess. today ended at 1.15pm.

got tons of hwmk to do cos i din finis my holiday hwmk. or rather i found them yesterday in my blue file which i din touch until yesterday. left a bit of bio and chinese. thats all. but chinese need to write 2 compos and 1 new paper article. i hate newspaper article..

just finished cleaning my hamster cage. was fun. wonder why do hamsters run away the moment the are let out of the cage and have no intentions of returning back. hope they feel cleaner now with the cage. still saving money for the 52 bucks cage i saw in j8. i currently have 24 bucks only.. thats 28bucks more. woah.. think i need to save real fast before they die in that boring cage.

2009-06-29T17:49:00.002+08:00

cant believe i done my chemisty hwk just nw. its 2 common test papers. surprisingly and stupid both papers have plentty of similar question so.. ya quite easy. no way its more difficult than my freaking commom test.

today my school hired some low budget workers. i guess they are paid 3 bucks per hour or something. they painted the walls like real amatuer . i don really care bout the walls although it made me feel so... weird. the school its like blue and white now. so lifeless....

nw back to the main point. the school budget till the extend that the paint it looks like cheap ones and best of all, its not even odourless! oh such thoughtful principal, saving for the harsh winter when i doubt its ever coming at all. foolish people indeed.

2009-06-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

the new avatar movie is coming out. its great . it should be. if not for the freaking retarded faggot they using for the main character. its like wth?? the face is pure stupid, its like telling me that the whole animated series of avatar is just rubbish due to the movie. i dunno why but thats wat i feel bout it.

see his freaking retarded face here.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/paramount/thelastairbender/

that website was great until losers directed movies with faggot characters.

2009-06-27T11:08:00.003+08:00

5 days since i posted any stuff. got my own hamster 2 days ago. one is slightly fatter than the other but both look real tiny to me. their babies afterall. just let them run about my room but they seems to like to hide from me which is impossible.. eating dust was one of the thing i saw them doing most.... wonder why. and i cant believe they slept in their hiding places and im like forced to get them out of there and put them back into the cage for a better rest. phew* was rather tough.

just found out 1 meaningful thing.

  Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes? They blink together, move together, cry together, see things together & sleep together but they never see each other.

2009-06-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

today went 'swimming'. at jurong east. the trip there was great as i was filled with excitement every singl;e minute. though the standing in the mrt train for 41mins was tough.

chinese garden hmmm i always thought the swimming thing is at jurong east mrt since its called jurong swimming complex or watever.

and as soon as we saw the notice board, it says MONDAY : CLOSED

had a great day dying to zombies instead. virtually of cos

2009-06-19T10:19:00.001+08:00

just became a pirate. Publish Postleft eye spoil.

2009-06-18T13:34:00.002+08:00

noodles still the best. at least you get to suck them when you cant chew. mixed rice is so random, no particular meaning to it.

rollerblade till got blister.. pain..........

haven done any hols homework yet, waiting for the day to come where ill do them. though i doubt that day would come. chem tution not bad, e maths tution much better. though both still inexperience but still can make it.

really want to watch terminator salvation but cant find time somehow. or rather no money.. haven got my stupid pay yet from the retarded boss. she should just drop dead man.

2009-06-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

wasted one whole lday playing computer games and sleeping. life's getting boring afterall.

2009-06-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

today watch monster vs alien. kinda stupid show but i watched for the 3D part not for the story line. damn the 3D specs aint comfortable wearing cos its way too heavy though its not green and red anymore during spy kids 3D. they have like idiots camping outside of the damn cinema cos they got freakiong low budget and must collect back the specs.

this time the 3D effects are more and better.

2009-06-08T15:36:00.002+08:00

hmm looks like miley singing improve by a great lot since i heard her song. just watched hannah montana and taylo swift was in that movie for like around a min to sing crazier. she got some nice eyes i must say.

living two lives must be real difficult but why in the world did you even created another half? its your life so live it in your own way, not others.

2009-06-05T11:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday bought new clothes. that jeans was awesome. bugis street is still the best for shopping

nice stuff at cheap prices. though some were real ex like 70+ pants.. but i have to admit that that 70+ pants looks real good.

new clothes in my closet, what will happen to the old ones? my answer is : dunno..

2009-05-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

roller blading its just crazy

2009-05-30T07:44:00.002+08:00

money is hard to earn, this phrase only applies to jobs that offers you pathetic amoun of money after working for long hours.

damn. why cant people just accept the fact that its so hot nowadays and buy a block of ice cream to chill out?

2009-05-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

just woke up... so tired... damn.. if only nw got no more school! total waste of time at school i must say.. cant they just let us go for a long break before teaching again? screw them...

tommorrow got aesthetic bbq but i doubt i going... .. so many ppl... the food is 100% not able to fill your stomach and what? at the parade square? exactly how many bbq pits they putting and how many ppl gonna stuff there when cooking..

never ever think do they? and why cant transformer be out already? 1 more day to terminator.. damn i wish if only all the good movies can come at one shot and ill be spending my whole day at there.. sitting down..

2009-05-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

yawns* so tired...physically and mentally.. wonder if there's a world which you don need to work whole day or get too stressed by studies and there is no currency throughtout the world. most importantly.. there are much much more forests and trees compared to this acursed world and animals and humans can live together peacefully.. guess that's just another dream of mine..

anyway i just woke up... can't think that straight yet.

2009-05-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

damn... this afternoon was a bad 1. or rather today is really a stupid day lol.. finally exams over but my com spoiled when i reached home?????????????????????????????????? 10 mins more to tommorrow yea.... hopefully i can pass all my papers cos i sort of studied this time round..

angels and demons is a real nice show and new kind of show. meaningfull yet not.

2009-05-17T08:23:00.002+08:00

damn riddles.. solve this one man...

what is the middle of gravity and the start of variety?

what is every drinking every in water and never thirsty?

just think lamely and you will solve it..

somehow i think ladies sing better then man lol.. eg. taylor swift, leona lewis, nelly furtado. i guess their songs had much more meaning then those rock and pop music with no meaning..

2009-05-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

hmm reading naruto and bleach manga.. left two more freaking stupid retarded nonsensical rubbish insignificant ridiculous paper; chemistry and emaths. tsk. today bio as not exactly well done cos what|? they ask me draw a freaking villus... damn them to the highest level of heaven..

yawns* just woke up.. hope this all goes well. hmm.. gonna drink more milk already cos im sick of being handicapped .. argh stress..

2009-05-12T06:18:00.001+08:00

screw studies.. today had to master social studies! a retarded subject and a maths. geog and bio yawns*

2009-05-10T11:13:00.001+08:00

yawns* tired day yesterday but today will be much longer. a maths! must pass this test no matter what, even if i sold my soul to the devil... lots of chapter i haven started revision, in fact... i haven started at all.....

2009-05-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday exam was...... chinese was a killer indeed. i almost cant finish cause i thought that i had plentty of time so i read the passage slowly.. in the end i rush to do the remaining questions..... english.. hmmm hope i won go out of point like always. well the question is set so that people go out of point.... arguementative essays are different from what i can write so yea.. narrative its still better, you get to use your imagination for a period.

2009-05-06T16:41:00.002+08:00

going to play table tennis now.. lol.. though exams coming but still need to de-stress .

resting is to walk further later. convert this to chinese. no rest no gain

media is indeed influencial. only idiots says its not. if you disagree why are you reading this? internet= media, plus blogging is a journal that is sort of publicised through internet of what kind of person you are. so seriously.. people who hates media are bakas...

i think jap songs are cool for one reason, you don't understand what the song really meant cause you don't understand nor read the language so its awesome. to me, some things are beter off not knowing like songs. once you get what it means and you keep listening to it, it no longer sound the same when you first hear it.

2009-05-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

fullmetal alchemist rox! so does hagane no renkinjutsushi lol.. ca coming and i put in 'much' effort in it.

today chemistry was tough.. but learnt someting new still.

damn.. found another awesome singer lol.. kinda like a rockstar..

name = Yui. jap singer. plays the guitar like taylor but both style of singing is different.

and i found her awesome singing through anime.... the opening song.. kind of stupid but yeah.. great singer.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plDOUfvgKW4

2009-05-03T15:35:00.001+08:00

awesome lunch i had. with myself. at home. cooked by a great chef. one handed chef. handicapped chef. maggi. veg noodle. egg out of stock. wasted whole day.